take it easy

shit man

Fri, 24 Jul 2009 18:25:20 -0400

this is it!! ahhhh 2 more days, going to mtl for the weekend!!!
surreal

"oh my god, its back again. fuck."

Thu, 16 Jul 2009 09:00:07 -0400

“oh my god, its back again. fuck.”

so bored not even close to tired

Thu, 16 Jul 2009 05:04:28 -0400

i need a little spliff to help me sleep.. untill then..

Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate

Big Mac or Whopper: WENDYSSS

Coke or Pepsi : coke

Beer or Wine: i will drink anything but gin or brandy

Coffee or Tea: both

Apple Juice or O.J.: oj apple juice reminds me of pee too much

Facebook or MySpace: facebook

Summer or Winter: the both have their ups and downs

Windows or Mac: MAC i refuse to go back to pc

Cats or Dogs: dogs

Boxers or Briefs: mmm boxer briefs… boxers are chill too tho

Rain or Shine : sunshine baby

Chips or Popcorn: salt and vinegar, ketchup or all dressed

Salty or Sweet: salty i really dont like sweet food

Plane or Boat: i like solid ground.. but i guess boat, less chance of anything exploding into a million pieces

Morning or Night: night i guess? i like dinner time

Movie or Play: movie, bong and basement

Walk or Drive: drivee im too lazy

Money or Love: hmm i guess both

Breakfast or Dinner: dinner… except for hashbrowns and bacon.. mmmmm ♥

Forgiveness or Revenge: depends on the person, generally forgiveness, karma can be a huge bitch

Paint or Wallpaper: i like both

House or Apartment: house i need a backyard

Truth or Dare: dare

Contacts or Glasses: contacts i hate wearing my glasses, plus my contacts are golden brown :o!

Root beer or Dr. Pepper: uhh gingerale is boom

Mud or Jell-O wrestling: jello eating

Skiing or Boarding: snowboarding with the chickstick! ♥

Silver or Gold: GOOOOOLD

Diamond or pearl: i think pearls are for old ladies

Sunset or Sunrise: drunken sunrise all the way

Phone or in person: in person, i have balls. unless i dont even care about the person.

Oldest, middle, youngest or only child: oldest

Indoor or Outdoor: both im not a hermit or a nature freak

rain rain go away

Thu, 16 Jul 2009 04:34:10 -0400

all nighter? or sleep now? hmm

hard at work?

Tue, 16 Jun 2009 15:23:50 -0400

so basically i forgot i even had a tumblr account untill i’m sitting here at work at the bank, and i’m so ridiculously bored that i decide to check every email account and go through all my junk mail.

basically her’s life in short since last time i posted.

it’s summer.
i’m getting money.
i’m going on facebook at work.
i’m 19 now.
last week i ate chinese food 4 days in a row. yes 4.

3:23? only an hour and a bit to go.

then home sweet freedom. i’m going home to play paintball with marco and take a nap.

summer life is GOOOD.

Photo

Mon, 25 May 2009 01:10:12 -0400

this ones for dom

Mon, 25 May 2009 01:04:23 -0400

i’m baaack :)

ALMOST THEREEE two hours till class. 2000 word essay. blank. fuck my life.

Tue, 07 Apr 2009 10:42:20 -0400

ALMOST THEREEE

two hours till class. 2000 word essay. blank. fuck my life.

Photo

Wed, 01 Apr 2009 19:28:45 -0400

almost there

Wed, 01 Apr 2009 19:07:37 -0400

i’m almost done school, but i feel like not doing anything anymore.

it’s fucked.

one more month, then i get to head to my second home, wpb.

i can’t wait to travel this summer. mostly banff, last year when i went i got all this crazy board gear for cheap.

basically i’m here now because i’m avoiding my work, yet again.

only two more hours. then its time for a blunt.

i just wish it would stop raining, its so damn cold, i want summer so bad!

i miss my little jamaican buddy, sebastien ♥.

Tue, 24 Mar 2009 14:56:00 -0400

i miss my little jamaican buddy, sebastien ♥.

fuck canada. i’m so sick of this shit show of weather.

Tue, 24 Mar 2009 14:53:50 -0400

fuck canada. i’m so sick of this shit show of weather.

the lonely stoner seems to free his mind, at night.

Tue, 24 Mar 2009 09:34:03 -0400

a new day. i’m still so tired, but i have classes and i need to get my shit done.

ughhh then why am i here writing this!?!?

anyways i’m just gonna get my shit done for as long as possible and then finally just relax with a nice little joint after all 4 classes today ( one is three hours :(!! ).

i’m just looking forward to picking up my paycheck from work, making a nice dent in my visa payment finally and then just chilling the fuck out untill tomorrow.

then i’m on to my russian history essay, aka DEATH.

fuck you, ottawa u.

you ruin my life and my brain.
if i hear one more thing about stalin or trotsky my brain will fucking pop.

leave me here in my stark raving sick sad little world

Mon, 23 Mar 2009 23:29:21 -0400

leave me here in my stark raving sick sad little world

boyfriend’s hoodies always make you feel even a little...

Mon, 23 Mar 2009 23:22:12 -0400

boyfriend’s hoodies always make you feel even a little better. love oversize for comfort. now i’m going to down some nachos with cheese goop.

when the world comes crashing down on you

Mon, 23 Mar 2009 22:45:47 -0400

ever have one of those days, you know, the ones that start out super shitty and only get worse throughout the day? when it feels like you’re stuck in a little black hole in ground, and everyone around you just stares to make it worse?

i’m not being overly dramatic, but you know that feeling i’m talking about.

its just so shitty that when you need someone, or anyone the most, its like thats when they care or could bother the least. it leaves you with a sense of loneliness and humbles you quite a bit.

i don’t know about other people. but i really don’t like to be alone. i can never figure out what to do with myself, and i feel like i’ve lost a connection with the rest of the world, left behind with only my paranoid or overly examined thoughts i’ve collected over time, but never let myself be undistracted long enough to confront my own thoughts, a pretty bad habit.

i need to work on my school work, but my mind has gone into complete overload. the stress that my dad is putting onto my whole family, dealing with the slow death of my great grandmother, the stress of having to worry about making my credit card payments by trying to work more, while work takes away from my school and its hurting my grades so badly, i’m so far behind and shit just keeps hitting the fan, it just keeps coming.

i hate it when friends let you down, but i guess we learn who is really there for you when you need it.

oh, and did i mention my exams are right after my essays are due?

and i’m broke.

honestly, i just needed to vent and let this all go, just release it from my mind, even for a second.

it’s just been a shitty day, hopefully, tomorrow will be better.

much love to everyone xox

essays? what essays? mmmm… fuck, i gave in. i know...

Mon, 23 Mar 2009 09:18:07 -0400

essays? what essays? mmmm…
fuck, i gave in. i know EVERYONE loves him, but he’s fucking gorgeous.

i'm so ridiculously FUCKED

Mon, 23 Mar 2009 09:12:05 -0400

i have 5 essays to finish by tomorrow, and i have no will power to do them.

fuck school, i’m so sick of this shit.

why is university so much work :(

a little piece of heaven for this morning, courtesy of montego...

Fri, 20 Mar 2009 08:33:00 -0400

a little piece of heaven for this morning, courtesy of montego bay ♥

LET ME SEE YOU TRY TO LIVE WITHOUT ME, NOW WOULD YOUR HEART BEAT, THAT LINE ON THE E.K.G.?

Fri, 20 Mar 2009 08:23:13 -0400

OKAY

so yesterday i went to school but i chickened out going to class, i was not in the mood for lectures. i met up with beck and we (well, she.. i have no money :( )got some starbucks. we bussed to bens, to chill out there for a bit in the morning.

we laughed at the funny fat titanic guy and smoked a little doobie, the me and beck went to my nonnas to make food and watch judge judy and the first 48. dan and his becky came though the door and scared the shit out of me and beck, we thought it was my mom when i was supposed to be in class, it actually scared the shit out of mr, but it turned out to be a good thing… sorta.

dan let me borrow his car for the weekend since my mom needs mine since hers is in west palm, so i was really stoked.. untill i got in the car.

thanks for telling me the reverse DOESN’T WORK. WTF.

so like the champ she is beck pushed the car down the driveway onto the road, and i actually drove it to work. i had to park making sure i could just drive out, otherwise i would need a push in my a/c less, stereo (even radio?!!)-less car :(.

got home from work, went to vickys to see vik and lindsay. we just went for a blunt after we drove riley home and then vicky had to push my car out of her driveway lol, and at that point it was midnight and we were both ready to pass out. so i went home and slept.

and now here i am typing the events of yesterday, sitting in bed. i’m going to vickys tonight with frankie ben and beck, should be fun.